新しい経験 「NEW EXPERIENCE」PART 1




     今晩。I guess there's nothing much happened yesterday (27th January) but today (28th January) was one of the best day for 2017年! What has made me became so happy is that I gained A LOT of experience of in Japanese we called it as 経験~ I went to Bangi Wonderland but this entry is not a review for that water park. Sorry it's all about my stories. 

    Rm58, we (my 5 girls and I) entered the wonderland. Not a big place but I'm pretty sure you guys gonna got muscle pain at your legs and back. The most obvious one of course your arm too. Yeah cause we brought the float (eh ye ke I mean it's pelampung) and my muscles (tiny muscle i guess) were struggling in so much pain today [MashaAllah over-reaction mode is on!!] It's also because you have to bring the pelampung and walk to far place and also climbing numerous stairs (salah penjodoh bilangan hahaha)

     Okay, let's go to the main part! I guess I have so much fun because I got new experiences. Actually I have done some games at another water park but I guess new place got new experiences right? Firstly, I'm going to talk about how I went there with another 5 girls with me. So one of them has a car and bring us and with the help of waze, we arrived safely even though a little bit late. For the first time I'm in the car where my girl friend was the driver. I was a little 'cuak' but I guess maybe I can make anything as a lesson. So the lesson learnt is, be brave and confident like her but not clumsy as her too. Hehehe. She's just okay with her driving. But I can't deny my cuak level was gaining unconsciously. Anyway, congrats for being a good driver, safely arrived and returned. 

     Perhaps the continuation will be made tomorrow. I'M SLEEPY LIKE * 




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YOUNG AND FREE?





     Hello people. How's life in 2017? Gaaahhh~  For me, its going to be a tough year of course. But no doubt I will gain new experiences, test my sabr level and much more. 楽しんでね~For real, I am 18 years old and 1 month minus 4 days. Still, they called me 19 years old girl. Where you are now still young but free. For me, I'm still childish, lacking the skills of being matured. So let me describe briefly(?) about this new year.

     For the first time, I didn't celebrate my birthday, 26th Dec 2016, my 18th birthday but no pizza, cakes or even KFC. They wanted to celebrate but I lost my mood for some unknown reasons. Weirdo! Returning myself to my second home, I got homesick and guess what? Crybaby!! I can't help but cry, I miss home and so on. The truth is I just sick of tests, quizzes which made me feel suck being in this second home, or sometimes I called it mini hell (just in my deepest heart)

    Being matured is hard as my heart. I couldn't stand people's action, though it was my fault. Yeah I should blame myself right. I shouldn't do extreme jokes. So I kept my mouth closed. That's perhaps better. I have to deal a lot of new thing I have never experience. Dying inside but that's just temporary. I believe. Hurting myself as I hurt them. Hurting myself, forgetting that silly action on past years. 

    I moved on about 97%. I kept the rests 3% for joying my little world inside. Sounds idiot but that's the truth. Nothing much to say but I'm not really ready for this kind of thing. Not my passion anyway. I do love youtube and twitter and songs than you. 

    Conflicts. 

     The immature me won the game. I'm turning into a childish girl and annoyingly spoiled their days. I knew. But sometimes I couldn't stand when their actions were too much (in my opinion). I do have strange feeling of our relationship. I don't know why but there's still a wall. A huge invisible wall. I can't break it for some reasons. Or maybe that's just a feeling? Nope. That's the biggest lie. This made me to bring back the nostalgic memories, where's the gadgets are not the important things. Yesterday and today is a total different. 

     I don't know how to start it. But please know that gadgets are not the things you should always take care of. I do love the friendship before the gadgets take the first place. I want everybody appreciate the relationship between humans in front of you. Get me, I'm... begging. 

     Last but not least, feel free to listen to Melanie Martinez - Mr Potato Head. I almost cry. What a psycho Melanie. GET THE MEANING OF THE LYRICS. 



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